Choices

Hello Feelings Hallow... :)

It really has been quite some time since i've posted anything on my blog.

So, I sat down to write..all geared up with enthu...only to find a deluge of thoughts rummaging my mind..!!

This may sound hypothetical...but it really seemed as if each and every thought is waiting to be expressed...I could actually hear their combined echoes..."Pick me..!" "Pick me..!"

I was baffled...what now...how am I supposed to pick n choose...there was just too much to choose from..way too many options...!!

For an instance I thought to myself..let me just drop this whole idea of blogging today...I'll start some other day...absolutely afresh...

But then it struck me...like lightening strikes clouds...that this is exactly what I want to write about...

This dilemma of making 'Choices'...that too all the time...all along our life...

Yes...Choices...

It ain't a simple thing to do...trust me...!!

Right from the time when a child is born...this never ending and eluding circle of making choices starts...from color on the walls to name...from choice of school to choice of playground...from being a topper to being a mediocre...from which college to which job...!!!

The choice between right and wrong...between good or bad...practical or emotional...childish or responsible...ethical and moral...subtle or bombastic...and so on and so forth..

It's not entirely about the major decisions of life...choices have to be made for even the smallest thing or a gesture...n so..we make umpteen choices everyday...

But we always fail to realize how this simple art of making choices has actually made our lives so complex n so convoluted for that matter...

The answer is simple and undeniable...we now have too many options to choose from...too many options even for the simplest and the tiniest things...

We have hundreds of variants...thousands of alternatives...solely at our discretion...

for homes..for food..for jobs..for clothes..for accessories..for electronic gadgets......it's a never ending road...

So, in a way..we are responsible for jinxing our rights to make choices...for making it the most atrociously difficult and debatable idea...!!

Fingers Crossed..

I sat down to write something after a long long time...but the most difficult part was...what should I write about...coz m not going through a very happy phase of my life currently...

These days I'm fighting a battle...struggling every day to get my way through...keeping my optimistic spirits high and my will undeterred and unnerved...!!!

There are certain situations which put ur life in jeopardy...making each and every moment unpredictable...goals undecided...dreams unattended...and a dash of uncertainty encircling your life always...

Many a times i've stumbled down the path..falling into pieces...but every time a fleeting ray of hope gave me the strength to gather all the broken pieces...n start all over again...

Honestly, now I am tired of this tryst with destiny, this viscious game of Hide n Seek, this toil, this unprecedented struggle...

I am clueless as to what awaits me...whether the impending decision will be in my favor or not...Whether my endurance will pay off or not...all I know is that i fought with all my might...

putting in humongous effort along with hell lot of perseverance...

The future has always been an alluring mystery for everyone...and so is the case with me...

I hope my next post exhibits happiness...with my victory... :)

Fingers Crossed...!!!

A Mixed bag of Feelings

As i said Goodbye to my Grandparents...bid adieu to my dear room..my home sweet home...countless other memories...n peeked a final glance at my house(atleast for 6 months)...

I stood there for a min with a lump in my throat...trying to hold back my emotions...

It was like a mixed bag of feelings...inexplicable yet compelling...

Looking forward to a new chapter in our life...hearts filled with hope...dreams soaring high in our eyes...full of anticipation...ready to step into an entirely new world..

but every bit of it is not as tempting as it sounds...beneath the fantasies and the glam..numerous doubts and a lot of fear surfaces...

and trust me...its a very nasty realization...that finally you are gonna be independent...away from the protective walls of ur parents n ur well wishers...

cant's express much right nw...

but a new world..a new sun..gleaming n shining n a brand new day awaits us...

hoping everyone emerges as a winner in the end...

m signing off for nw....

the time has come to Bid adieu...

c u soon ...Feelings Hallow...!!!!

A Baby Boy

A newly born cuddled up baby boy

steps into this world shying like a coy

ready to experience the labyrinth of life

with its little tweeny weeny innocent eyes

warmly wrapped up in a cozy snuggle

spreads happiness with its giggly giggle

a plethora of emotions unfold

with joy and happiness galore

as the toddler conspicuously rattles and yawns

marking the begining of an emblazoned new dawn

the gaiety,the cradle & the lullabys embellishes

an exuberant ambience which shimmers and shines

the amber of unconditional love & affection glows

softly caressing the little angel the wind gently blows

Being Incompetent

I wonder sometimes how and in what ways can u prove ur worth to this world where every other person tries to disparage u in some way or the other...

Life has become a crazy rat race...everyone wants to climb the ladder of success n reach the pinnacle of glory...no matter how and at what cost...its actually more or less like a stampede...just crush the one barring your way to wade ahead n reach the finish line...

How should one retaliate when the world is trying with all its might to prove u as an incompetent person...what can be more bemusing n bewildering than this situation in one's life...such questions often sabotage the fountain-head of one's self confidence...

The point to ponder upon here is...should we really pay heed to the opinion of others who make our dreams look futile...belittling our sincere efforts..our toil..our perseverance for success...!!!

Or should we accept the challenge..fight against all odds..beat adverse circumstances..turn the tide..and admonish the inglorious INCOMPETENT tag..thereby proving our worth to the world...!!!

Random Thoughts

Smile is like a Boomerang...if u throw some..u r bound to get some back...so 'Keep Smiling'... :-)

Love is like a 'Magic Elixir'...a souvenir of care n affection...truly blossoming one's life with joy & happiness...so cherish it n nva let it go....!!

Silence is a very powerful tool....it can fabricate a strong relationship if well understood....n a disaster if misunderstood....!!!!

The rain has brought with itself a gush of tears
So many instances have augmented my fears
I can lucidly see your love for me dwindling
Your frustration, your anger everything seems perplexing
I’ve ignored, I’ve waited ; but all in vain
Pacifying myself each time that there’ll be no more pain
but I’m tired of our contentious talks,our continual arguments
It’s deplorable to experience the way our life torments
Please come back , I miss our happy days
When you’d made me feel special in countless ways
Let’s together embark on an entirely new venture
With care, affection and trust being our Accenture
Let’s embellish our lives with plethora of love
With our souls entwined as one in an eternal love